Rosamund had come early and sent Cora and Robert out of the door. At first Cora found it difficult to leave Ava with Rosamund. But Rosamund and Robert convinced her they needed the day away from the worrying.
Robert had taken Cora to a spa centre. He booked a massage, but when Cora should be ready, the woman came towards Robert. “Your wife is fast asleep, I can’t get her to wake up.”
Robert walked towards Cora and softly he kissed her on the cheek. Slowly Cora opened her eyes, when she saw Robert, her eyes filled with tears. He helped her up and get back in her clothes. “We will go back home, so you can sleep.”
“No, darling, this is a day for us. We shouldn’t be at home. Ava will be in need of us, when she sees us.”
“I will book a hotel room for today, so we can sleep”
“That is a wonderful idea.”
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Cora had fallen asleep almost before her head was on her pillow. Robert had tugged her in and then got into bed himself. He could use some sleep himself.
Hours later Robert woke up. Cora was laying against his chest, in a deep sleep. Robert checked his phone and saw missed calls from Rosamund. His heart started racing. There was a voice message. ‘Ava has a fever, we are in the hospital.’
Robert’s heart sunk in his chest. He kissed Cora awake. “Hmm, this was really nice.” Cora started, but she stopped when she saw Robert’s face. She got up. “What is wrong? Robert?”
He had to swallow. “Rosamund is in the hospital with Ava.”
Before he knew it, Cora was standing next to the bed, putting on her clothes again. “We have to go to her.”
“Darling, calm down. Ava is in good hands, Rosamund knows what she is doing and the doctors are with her. We will go, but please don’t worry too much.”
“I knew, this was a bad idea, why did we do this. Why did we leave her alone? Oh darling, what if something is really wrong, and we were enjoying ourselves. What if….”
Robert stopped Cora. ‘Don’t, just don’t.” He pulled her close. “We will go to the hospital right now, if there is something wrong, we at least will have the energy to be there for her.”
Cora’s tears drenched Robert’s shirt. She inhaled deeply and said: “You are right of course. But we should really go now.”
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When they arrived at the hospital, Ava was sitting up in her bed, smiling and making fun with the nurse. She was in a special room.
“Rosamund?” Cora walked over to her sister-in-law. “What happened?”
“I picked Ava up to bring her to bed and then she was glowing. I took her temperature and noticed she was burning up. I immediately called the hospital, as you instructed me. And now they are doing all kind of tests)
with her.”
“Mr and Mrs. Crawley?” A doctor asked.
“Yes!” Robert turned around abruptly. “Yes, we are.” Robert and Cora followed the doctor into his office
“Your little girl will be fine. We did some blood tests and they came back negative. That means that Ava has won the fight and we made a mistake in her diagnosis. She doesn’t have ALL, but AML.” The doctor paused when he saw their faces. “That means she still had leukaemia, but a less aggressive form. We treated her for ALL and her body reacted very good. She still needs some treatments, but she is out of danger.”
Robert was squeezing Cora’s hand. “But what about her fever?”
“Your little girl still has a bad immune system, her body needs to rebuild that. So, she is still highly at risk of getting a bug. She has a cold bug, but in her body that turns into a fever directly. We will keep her here overnight, but I think she can go home tomorrow.”
When Robert looked at Cora, his tears were streaming over his face, but he saw the same look on Cora’s face as he was feeling himself. She was crying and smiling at the same time. He held her in the tightest hug he could. She pressed her body against his. “Oh darling, she will live. Our darling Ava will live. I can’t believe this.” Cora murmured into his chest.
“Can we go to her?” Cora asked he doctor.
“It is better to keep her in the isolated room for tonight, just to be sure. We don’t want to risk anything.” He answered.
Robert took Cora’s face in his hands. “Darling, just imagine, if it was ALL , she needed to stay in that room for much longer. We are lucky, we will say goodbye through the glass for today.
Rosamund was waiting anxiously. “Cora I am sorry, I am truly sorry.”
Cora wrapped her arms around Rosamund. “There is nothing to be sorry about. You did what you needed to do and that was bring her to the hospital. We couldn’t have asked for better care for her. And we have some good news. Ava’s bloodwork came back negative. That means they didn’t find signs of leukaemia anymore.”
“What? How is that possible?” Rosamund asked with a high-pitched voice.
“The doctors said she had ALL, but they made a mistake and it is AML, a milder form.” Cora explained everything to Rosamund while they were walking out of the hospital.
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Back home Robert was in the kitchen making a cup of tea. Cora walked in and put her hands on his stomach. She rested her chin against his shoulder. “We will have a good night sleep tonight.”
Robert put the kettle down and turned around to face Cora. “Darling, you are my everything. Everything!” He kissed her lips, very softly and with care. It was the first time he really kissed her, since Ava got her diagnosis 10 months ago. Cora’s whole body reacted on him. She hungered for his touch and was finally able to let him in. The worries about Ava had eaten her up. There was no space in her mind to let Robert in. They were living next to each other, but not together. She felt deep down, they were together again.