When life interrupts, chapter 24

Patrick was in his carrier against Cora’s chest. Robert hadn’t said where they were going. But here they were in the tube. Martha had also come along, and it seemed she knew what they were going to do, and it irritated Cora that she had no clue. She didn’t like surprises and especially not right now. They needed to figure out how to arrange the Barcelona story. She could join Robert in the first months. She had two more months left of her maternity leave. She could go with him.

“Next stop is ours.” Robert touched her shoulder

Cora shook up from her musings. Her hand rested on Patrick’s back. She loved this feeling. Patrick was always so calm when he was in his carrier. She moved her hand and brushed over his head. What made him smile. Cora smiled also and kissed the top of his head. “I love you.” She whispered. In the corner of her eye, she saw Robert and Martha getting up, and she quickly followed them.

“Robert, can you please tell me what we are going to do here?”

Robert wrapped his arm around her waist. “You will see that in a couple of minutes. We should go this way.” He started walking while putting his hand in his pocket.

Cora sighed. She regonized the area. It was Hammersmith, or already Chiswick. She could not figure out why they were there and why her mother had to come too. She hooked her arm into Robert’s and followed next to him.

They stopped in front of a house. “What do you think?” Robert asked.

“What should I think? I do not know why we are looking at this place.” Cora answered.

“Let’s go inside.” Was Robert’s answer, and he walked to the front door.

Cora reluctantly followed. She would have loved to know if they were visiting someone. She would have brought something for them. But when Robert opened the door, she got even more confused. “Why do you have a key to this house?” She asked.

Robert stepped inside and turned around. “Welcome home.” He said with a big smile on his face.

“Home? Oh no, Robert, do not tell me you bought this house.”

Robert stepped closer. “Technically, it isn’t home yet. But it could be after today. Your mother found this place.”

Cora looked at her mother. “Why didn’t you tell me about this?”

Before her mother could answer, Robert said. “What do you think? Come let us walk further in and explore.”

“Let me hold Patrick while you two go in.” Martha offered

It was a 5 bedroom house. A big entrance hall with a spacios reception room, living room, library, and kitchen on the ground floor. On the first floor, there was the masterbedroom, with a walk-in dressing room and ensuite bathroom with a steam shower. There was also a guest suite on the same level. On the second floor were three bedrooms, one was also ensuite and a family bathroom. Outside was a large fenced parking place, dubbel garage, and a well maintained large garden.

“What a beautiful house.” Cora said softly when they were back in the entrance hall.

“Do you see yourself living here?” Robert sat down on the grand staircase.

Cora sat down next to him and nodded. “This is a very peaceful place, and yes, I can see ourselves living here. Are you sure we can afford this?”

Robert chuckled. “You will not have one day in your life where you will have to worry about money. There is enough.”

Cora looked at him. “My father made sure I would never have to worry about money, but buying a house this big is of a different caliber.”

“I think you already suspected it, but there is a title attached to my name. My father is a lord, and I will inherit his title.” He looked at Cora. She was fidgeting with her fingers, but she didn’t react. “Our Patrick will also inherit once I die.”

This elicited a response from Cora. She inhaled sharply. “Let’s not think about that and stay in the present.”

“With my title comes a large sum of money. Also, the company is doing extremely well, so yes, we can definitely afford this house. That is, if you still want to move in together?”

“Oh Robert, you know I want to be with you. We will have to face what is coming to us together. And we need a proper house. One where we have enough space for our little one.”

Robert scooted closer so his hip touched Cora’s. He moved his hand to her abdomen. “Maybe, one day, we will have another one growing in there.”

Cora chuckled. “I do not think that will happen soon, I want to feel more like myself again. And especially not with you moving to Barcelona..”

Robert pulled his hand back and looked down at his shoes. “Don’t remind me of that. I wish I did not have to go. How can I leave you and Patrick.”

“Maybe there is a solution?” Cora started.

“Really?” Robert asked in surprise.

Cora took Robert’s hand in hers. “I have two more months left of my maternity leave, Patrick and I can join you.”

Robert closed his fingers around Cora’s hand. What did he do to deserve such a wonderful woman as Cora. She was willing to go with him. “But Cora, I am not sure if I can go back home after two months. And are you sure you just have two months. Isn’t it more like three?”

“I will need some time to prepare for the lessons. I can’t go back to teaching without proper preparation. But why do you think you can’t come back with two months?”

“Brussels took about 6 months before everything was settled enough for me to leave. And I had John and Anna helping me there. I don’t think John will come to Barcelona this time.”

Cora squeezed his hand and got up from the stairs. “Well, let us talk about that later. Patrick will need his feeding soon, and I want to know more about your title. Do I need to call you Baron from now on?”

Robert also rose to his feet and chuckled. “I am surprised you know about titles.”

“What do you mean by that?” Cora said annoyed.

“I didn’t mean that in a condescending way. I just know that titles are not a thing in America. But I will become an Earl once I get my title. We are higher ranked than a Baron. In the past, we had an estate, but times changed, and we are only left with the title.”

“You just said the title was attached to money, so it is more than just a title.”

“Let’s not talk about that. It isn’t important. We have enough. Well, let’s go home and make sure we get this house.”

Cora saw Robert walking towards the door. Why was he getting defensive the moment she talked about money? She shrugged her shoulders and called out for her mother. Martha walked out of the kitchen, and Cora stretched her arms to take Patrick from her. She needed his body against hers. Something in Robert’s demeanour upset her.

When life interrupts, chapter 22

Cora softly brushed over Patrick´s head. This feeling was so wonderful, she thought. This little boy was depending on her, but she needed him too. His warm little body against hers, gave her peace. Every time he latched on; she felt her heartbeat calm down. She took a deep breath, what was Violet trying to do? What did she do wrong? It bothered Cora that Violet was so openly against the relationship between her and Robert. She was glad his father was a lot more welcoming. Patrick was a wonderful man, who gave her the confidence that everything would work out in the end.

“Cora?” Martha’s voice sounded soft when she opened the door. “Is Patrick already asleep?”

Cora looked down and saw his eyes wide open. “He is not done yet, so you can talk normal.”

“How are you feeling?” Martha asked.

Cora raised her eyebrows. Her mother never bothered about her feelings. “I don’t know.” She said softly.

Martha sat down next to Cora. “I wonder why you are taking this beating from Violet. You should stand up for yourself more.”

“Oh Mama.” Cora sighed. “It doesn’t help. I hope she will one day see that I am not that bad person she thinks I am.”

“She will see that soon enough; I will make sure of that.” Martha said.

This shocked Cora, she knew her mother was always standing up for herself, but she never really did that for her, and she wasn’t sure she wanted a clash between her mother and Violet.

“Cora and I will figure this out together, we don’t need our mothers to fight for us.” Robert, walked into the room.

Martha looked up at Robert. “I guess you are right. But Cora is my darling girl, and I will protect her when needed. Now, I say goodnight, I will see you two in the morning.”

“Cora!” Robert walked closer to Cora. “I mean it, we don’t need our mothers to speak for us. We are adults and can figure our lives out, ourselves.”

“I can only agree with you, but the fact is, your mother hates me.”

“She doesn’t hate you!” Robert said.

“It seems like it.” Cora got annoyed that Robert was defending his mother after what happened this evening. “The way she treats me is horrible and I don’t know if I can take much more of it.”

“I will go and have a chat with her, because you are right. She should not treat you the way she does. I want to spend my life with you, and she doesn’t have a say in that.”

Cora got up to put Patrick in his crib, she bend down and kissed him goodnight. She felt Robert standing next to her. He also kissed Patrick goodnight. Cora leaned in on Robert. “Did you mean that?”

“I will definitely go and talk with my mother, do not worry about that.” Robert answered.

She tangled her fingers in Robert’s. “I didn’t mean that part. She turned to look at Robert, who was looking at her with a puzzled look. “I meant the part that you want to spend your life with me.” She felt Robert’s grip on her hand getting stronger.

“With every fibre in my body.” He raised his hand to her chin and stroke with his thumb over her lower lip. “Cora.”

“Sssssst.” Cora kissed Robert’s thumb. “Let’s stop talking.” She got on her tiptoes to kiss him, but just before her lips touched Robert’s, he playfully pulled back. Cora tugged on his arm, to pull him back. But again, just before her lips touched Robert’s he turned his face, and she kissed his cheek instead. “You are torturing me.” She moaned.

Robert lifted her chin and smiled at her. “I know.” He lowered his face and kissed her where her neck touched her chin. His thumb slowly runs down her neck. This gave Cora chills all over her body.

She looped her arm around Robert, she loved that he wasn’t all muscles, she could feel he was a little bit chubbier. She softly squeezed his side, which resulted in Robert scooping her up from the floor. Cora let out a giggle, and at the same time she felt Robert’s mouth on hers.

“You will wake Patrick.” He murmured against her lips.

Cora’s lips curled up in a smile. “So, I have to make noise to be kissed by you, got it.”

Robert softly bit on her lip. “Don’t you dare.” But he said it with a smile and walked out the room, with Cora still in his arms.

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Robert poured a cup of coffee for Martha.

“Cora still asleep?” She asked.

“I think she will be up by now, but I let her sleep. I fed Patrick, so she could sleep in.”

Martha had a playful smile on her face. “I guess she needed some extra rest after yesterday evening.”

Robert realised; Martha had heard them. He knew it was risky to please Cora in the hallway, instead of walking directly back to their room. His cheeks coloured.

“Nothing to be ashamed off. Do you have some more of those delicious eggs?”

Robert made eggs benedict for Martha. “I can make some more, if you want.” He was relieved with the change of subject. At that same moment Cora walked into the kitchen, she was still in her morning robe.

“Good morning, did you sleep well.” Martha inquired.

Cora’s cheeks instantly coloured, the look on her mother’s face let her know, she knew what they had done. The doorbell rang, and Cora walked out.

“Saved by the bell.” Martha said under her breath.

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“Rosamund?” Cora exclaimed. “I did not know you were coming. I would have been dressed. I am sorry.”

Rosamund stepped inside and kissed Cora on her cheek. “Do not worry about not being dressed, I did not tell you I was coming, but Papa called me, and I wanted to talk to you right away.”

“Oh.” Cora felt her stomach sinking.

“Where is Robert?” Rosamund asked, while taking of her shoes.

“He is in the kitchen with my mother. Rosamund can you please tell me what is wrong.”

“I want to talk to you both, can we sit down in the living room?”

“I will go and get Robert. Do you want a cup of tea?”

“Yes, please.” Rosamund answered.

 

When life interrupts, chapter 21

Robert walked into the kitchen, Cora was standing at the stove. He stopped and watched her movements. It amazed him how she got back into her figure so fast, after Patrick’s birth. He was now two weeks old, and you could hardly tell Cora had given birth. He had to admit he loved her still fuller breasts, but he knew they would go back to their normal size and he didn’t mind. Cora was perfect the way she was. He stepped closer and put his hands on her hips, he wanted to kiss her cheek, when he saw how tense she was. “Cora? What is the matter?”

Cora shook her head. “Never mind me, this is just nerves.”

“Nerves? For what?”

Cora turned around, Robert’s hands were still resting on her hips. “Your mother is coming over tonight.”

Robert was confused, why was Cora so nervous, just because his mother was coming? Then it dawned on him, Martha and Violet would meet. Robert moved his hands to Cora’s shoulders. “Sweetheart, don’t worry too much. It will all go well tonight.”

Cora shook her head again. “I am not so sure about that. Your mother will criticise me, and my mother will react to that.”

“You forget that my father is also coming, he will calm Mama down.”

Cora chuckled, she put her hand on Robert’s cheek and kissed him. “We will see what happens. Now let me finish this Beef Wellington.” She turned back around.

Robert kissed Cora’s neck. “All will be fine.”

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“How do you feel about your daughter living in London?” Violet asked Martha.

Martha was filling her plate with mashed potatoes and stared at Violet. “What should I feel about that?”

Cora tried to catch Robert’s eyes, he was sitting opposite her and was chatting with his father. Nervously she watched what was brewing between her mother and Violet.

“Well, I know I wouldn’t like it to see Robert move to America.”

“You would not?” Martha said.

“No. Every time I meet up with an American, I’m reminded of the virtues of the English.”

“You do realise, my American” Martha empathised the word American. “Daughter granted you with an heir?”

Cora scraped her throat; this was going in the wrong direction. Why didn’t Robert hear what his mother was saying? “Mama, Mrs. Crawley doesn’t mean it that way.” She tried.

“Oh, my dear, you are wrong. I do mean it.” Violet bitched.

This grabbed Robert’s and Patrick’s attention.

“Dearest, let’s keep it down tonight. We are here to enjoy a nice dinner with our son and darling daughter-in-law.” Patrick said to his wife.

Cora felt her cheeks burning up. This was even worse than what she had expected.

“She.” Violet’s eyes pierced into Cora’s. “Isn’t my daughter-in-law yet.”

“Mama!” Robert raised his voice. “This is enough. Cora never did anything wrong to get treated this way. I love and adore her, and I hope you can be decent enough to accept my choice. I am glad Papa seems to see how wonderful Cora is.”

“Well let’s see if she stays this time when you go to Spain.”

Cora’s head snapped towards Robert. “Spain? Are you going to Spain?” Why hadn’t he told her this?

“I haven’t agreed to anything yet, Mama. I did not have the chance to talk this over with Cora. And I do not appreciate, you trying to put a wig in between our relationship. Cora?” Robert looked in her direction. “I wanted to talk to you about this.”

“I think it is time to leave you two alone.” Patrick said, getting up from the table. “My dear, we stirred enough for tonight. We will go home.” He walked over to Cora and kissed her cheek. “You are welcome in this family.” He said very softly and squeezed her hand.

It was a relief to Cora that Robert’s father seemed to be a decent man, but how was she ever going to get accepted by Violet?

Martha quietly got up. “I will go up, I will see you two tomorrow.”

Robert also got up and sat down next to Cora. He took her hand into his. “Cora? I hope you believe me, when I say this Spain plan is all coming from my mother.”

“Oh, Robert. It doesn’t matter, your mother will never approve of me, she will do whatever she can to get me out of your life. I don’t know what I have done wrong. She disliked me before she even knew who I was.” Brisk, she wiped a tear from her cheek. She didn’t want to cry.

Robert raised his hand and softly stroke Cora’s cheek. “Darling, it doesn’t matter what Mama wants. I want to be with you. I can’t see my life without you and Patrick in it.”

Cora lowered her eyes. “But I can’t follow you to Spain. I finally have a good job here in London and I cannot wait to go back after my maternity leave.”

“I am not asking you to come with me. I am not even sure that I am going. I don’t know what Mama was thinking. And I am so incredibly sorry that she attacked you in this way. She perfectly knows she can hurt you in this moment, because of your hormones.”

“I am not weak Robert.” Cora said suddenly.

“I didn’t mean that, darling. I am sorry. Do you think Mama is only sending me to Spain to hurt us?”

Cora looked up. “What are we going to do now?”

Patrick started crying. “Right now, you are going to feed Patrick and I will clean up this mess. And we will talk about Spain later.”

Cora sighed. Every time it looked like they were finally starting a good conversation something interrupted them. She got up, put her hand on Robert’s shoulder and said. “We need to have that talk tonight.”

Robert put his hand on top of Cora’s and smiled up. “We will, once the kitchen is cleaned up, I come up.” 

When life interrupts, chapter 20

“Mum?” Cora asked while they were walking in a nearby park, she was pushing Patrick’s pram. This morning they had breakfast together, and soon after Robert went back to the office. Violet had complained that he was needed. Cora didn’t understand the need, but she kept her mouth shut. They finally had their first real talk that morning and she didn’t want to ruin what was building.

“Yes Cora?” Martha looked at her.

“You said last night, I could ask you for money.” Cora started

“I know what I said.” Martha interrupted.

Cora sighed. She truly loved her mother, but she was sometimes a bit too much. Since she moved to England it was more noticeable. “When I started teaching, you cut my allowance and made me very clear I should not count on your money anymore.”

“Things have changed. You have a decent job now and also, you found a man and have a baby. You are making something from your life now.”

Her mother’s words hurt her. Although she knew she had failed in her mother’s eyes. She didn’t understand why it was that important to her what she did. At least she was working, she had to admit, that this job at the university and the one at the National Gallery gave her more satisfaction. Look at her brother Harold. He was always in trouble, but her mother never said anything.

“Cora. Everything I do is to inspire you to do better. Come, where can we go and look for houses?”

“Now? Oh, Mama, I was hoping to go back home soon.”

“We can look online. You are right, you are still recovering. Where can we get a cab?”

“That is not necessary, from here it is just a 15-minute walk home.” Cora’s breasts were starting to hurt and she knew Patrick would wake up soon for his feeding. But she needed the walk, even though she knew her mother would not stop talking, it would help to clear her head and sort her mind.

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*Robert what time will you be home?* Cora texted Robert.

He called her back instead of texting. “I wanted to hear your voice. I am sorry, but I have to miss dinner tonight. Mama arranged a dinner meeting with a new client.”

Cora knew the moment he called there was something wrong. She sighed. “Your mother has the best timing.”

“Cora!” Robert sounded annoyed. “Are you saying my mother did this on purpose?”

Cora knew Violet had done this on purpose, she knew Martha was in London. But she kept her words in, it wasn’t helping to fight with Robert over this. “It doesn’t matter, I hope you will not be home very late?”

“I will do my best, can you give Patrick an extra cuddle from me? I miss him.”

Cora smiled. Robert loved his son so much. “I will do, see you tonight.”

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“Cora, it is late. I will go to bed.” Martha got up from the couch. Cora had made dinner and after they had retrieved in the living room.

Cora had hoped to see Robert back before 21.00 o’clock, but it was already 23.00, and still no sign of him. “I go up with you, it is almost time for Patrick’s feeding, he will come soon. I hope Robert is alright.”

“Oh he is, don’t you worry to much.” Martha kissed Cora on her cheek.

Cora followed her mother upstairs to her own bedroom, changed into her pyjamas and got under the covers. She picked up her book from the nightstand. She was reading Where The Crawdads Sing by Delia Owens. She wanted to stop thinking about what Violet could do to prevent Robert from being with her.

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Robert came home very late. He felt guilty for coming home at this hour. He smirked, home, yes this felt like home. Where ever Cora was, was his home. They should go looking for a place soon, but for now, this was his home. He put his coat on the coat rack and walked upstairs. His mother’s words still ringing in his ears.

He found Cora half upright against the head board, a book open in her lap, but she was asleep. He noticed the front of her shirt was wet. Quietly he walked over and kissed her forehead. Cora jumped up. “Oh I am sorry, I didn’t mean to scare you, but this can’t be comfortable. Did Patrick not wake up for his feeding?” He pointed at her chest.

Cora covered her chest and her cheeks coloured. “I must have fallen asleep, I haven’t heard Patrick. How upset is he?”

Robert put his hands on her shoulders. “Calm down, darling. Patrick is asleep. I think this is his first night sleeping through the night. Do you want me to bring you the pump?” He looked at her chest again and figured her breasts must be hurting. She had mentioned that before.

When he came back up, Cora had just freshened herself up. Eagerly she took the pump from Robert. “Thank you, darling. Will you check on Patrick?”

Robert walked to his bedroom and found Patrick asleep. He stayed for a couple of minutes, just looking at this little wonder. His face was that of an angel he thought. Softly he brushed over his head and kissed him goodnight.

Back in the room, Cora had finished and was already tucked away under the duvet, he crawled in and scooted closer to Cora. “I am sorry for coming home at this hour.” He whispered in her ear.

Cora turned around and wrapped one arm over him. “As long as you don’t do this everyday.” She briefly kissed him and rested her head on his arm. “Sleep tight.”

Robert breathed out, he hadn’t realised he was holding his breath. He was scared of Cora’s reaction. Coming home late, and his mother were bothering him. Although his father had said, that it was time to make his own decisions, it was still hard. He had always listened to his mother and done what she ordered. He should talk with John about this. He didn’t like his mother’s plans, they were made up to break him and Cora up. Was it only her American blood that was bothering her?

He felt Cora’s hand brush over his upper arm and heard her soft voice. “Go to sleep now, stop worrying, whatever it is.”

 

When life interrupts, chapter 17

Robert was sitting in Cora’s living room. She had gone up soon after dinner. His parents stayed for a while, but he had asked them to leave just before dinner. He didn’t want to stress Cora more than she already was. His mother had ignored her in a way that he didn’t like. Luckily his father had talked with Cora about her interests.

Was he supposed to stay another night, or should he go home? He didn’t know what to do. Cora had not said much during dinner. He saw a lot was going on in her head, he wished she would talk. He emptied his glass and walked upstairs. He found her in bed.

For a second Robert stood still, not sure if he was doing the right thing. He stepped closer to Cora and kissed her cheek. “Sleep tight, see you tomorrow.” He felt her hand on his and her voice sounded.

“Do you need to go?”

It confused him, during dinner it seemed she didn’t care he was here, but now she was asking him to stay. What was he supposed to do?

“I think it is better if I go home.” He felt instant guilt leaving Cora alone to take care of Patrick, but he needed time to think and sort things out.

Cora pulled her hand back and folded it under her pillow again. “Oke.”

Robert kissed her temple and left, leaving Cora now also confused.

Cora heard the front door close and let out a deep sigh. Did she push Robert out? She had not said much during dinner. She did not know where to start. The way Violet had reacted to her, was exactly what she was expecting. Even though it had hurt her, she knew she was not good enough for Robert. He came from a rich family and probably had a title to pass on. She wasn’t the spouse, Violet had in mind for him, even though her family was wealthy to.

She let out a deep sigh and tried to fall asleep, she needed her rest. Patrick would come soon for his feeding. How she wished she and Robert talked better. How was this going to work out? She loved him, she truly did, but they had been separated for months and now all of a sudden he was back. How was she supposed to deal with that?

Finally, after what felt like hours she fell asleep, to be woken up soon after, by Patrick’s hungry cries.

Exhausted she pulled herself out of bed and walked to his room. Picked her little one up and offered him her breast.

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“Robert? I was just about to call you.” Rosamund said through the phone.

“Well, then let me hear what you have to tell first.” He answered.

“Marmaduke asked me to marry him,” Rosamund said and Robert could hear her smile through the phone.

“What wonderful news, that is amazing Rosamund,” Robert exclaimed. “I was waiting for this day.”

“I can hardly believe it. I am so incredibly happy with him.”

“And I am happy for you.” Robert tried to sound as enthusiastic as he could, but it was hard with his worry about him and Cora.

“But you called to tell me something. How is Cora doing? Did she let you in the delivery room? I didn’t hear you after our last call. Is the baby healthy? Are you really the father?” Rosamund said enthusiastically.

Robert sighed, he loved his sister, but she was so different than he was. “She let me in and I witness the birth and I can congratulate you, you are an aunt and have a nephew.”

On the other side of the line, it stayed silent for a second, then Rosamund said:, “That is wonderful, is everything alright?”

“I have been with Cora during the birth, it was wonderful and horrifying at the same time. She gave birth to a beautiful baby boy, we named him Patrick Isidor, after both of our fathers. And yes, I am convinced I am the father. Patrick is now four days old, and I have been with her, until two days ago. Mama and Papa visited and well, that did not go as I had wanted.”

“Oh no.” Rosamund said softly.

“Mama treated Cora horribly. Luckily Papa could repair some of the damage, but it left Cora feeling very down. And now I am not sure what to do.”

“Robert, why did you leave? Don’t tell me you left Cora in this state alone?”

Robert was already feeling bad, and now he felt horrible. He should have stayed, Cora even asked him to stay, but he had left. He had acted out of selfishness. “I did.” He said very softly.

“Well, I want to meet her, so why don’t we go together to her? I can watch Patrick while you talk with Cora.”

“Rosamund, I can’t show up with you on her doorstep. Not after Mama. And besides that, her mother arrives today.”

“We are going right now. I am picking you up. You need to fix this before her mother is here. Robert, you made an even bigger mess than it already was.”

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Robert rang the doorbell, but there was no reaction. “Maybe she isn’t home.” He said.

“I hear a baby crying, so she is definitely home. Do you have a key?”

Robert raised his eyebrows. “Of course I do not have a key.”

Rosamund rang the bell again and then proceeded to bang on the front door. Finally, the door was opened and Robert saw a very pale skinned Cora, with a hysterically crying Patrick in her arms. When she saw Robert she started crying. “Why did you leave?” She sobbed. “I can’t do this. I am not a good mother.”

Robert closed the gap between them and wrapped his arms around her. He put his hand on the back of her head and made sussing sounds. Patrick cried even harder and Robert stepped back. He wasn’t sure what to do, Cora was visibly exhausted.

“Hello Cora.” Rosamund’s voice sounded and she stepped closer. “I am sorry we meet like this. I am Robert sister, can I help with something.”

Through her tears, Cora stared at Rosamund. She shrugged her shoulders. “I don’t know. I am sorry for my state.” She brushed her tears away.

“Let me take Patrick for a while.” She suggested and to her surprise, handed Cora the little boy to her. She felt him settle down immediately and realised Patrick was reacting to Cora’s stress level. “Did you sleep at all the last two days?” She asked.

Cora shook her head. “Not much.”

“Robert, why don’t you bring Cora upstairs? I will take care of Patrick. Do you have any formula for when he gets hungry?”

“There is breastmilk in the fridge and freezer. Thank you.” Cora willingly let Robert guide her upstairs. Patrick was for the first time in two days, calm and she trusted Rosamund with him. Suddenly she stopped walking. “I can’t go to sleep. My mother is coming.” She turned towards Robert, who had put his arm around her shoulders.

“What time is she coming?” Rosamund asked.

“Her flight will land around 18.00 o’clock.” Cora answered.

Rosamund looked at her watch “Robert can pick her up. You need sleep. It is now 11.00 o’clock, so you can easily get 7 hours.” Rosamund saw the shock on Cora’s face. “Your mother will be alright with Robert picking her up, and he will be alright too, she can’t be worse than our mother.” She gave Robert a stern look.

“Come, I will stay with you until you are asleep.” Robert said pulling Cora a little bit closer and walking towards the stairs.

 

When life interrupts, chapter 16

I am sorry for the delay in this chapter. I have rewritten it multiple times, I couldn’t find the right pace, but I think I found it. Happy reading.

Cora woke up from Isidor’s cries. She felt a heavy weight on her, it took her a minute to realise it was Robert. After Janet had come, she asked Robert to stay a little bit longer.

Robert had tried to get intimate with her, but he got embarrassed when he realized Cora’s body was, of course, still healing, he had apologised and wanted to leave.

Cora had grabbed his arm and forced him to kiss her. “I may be healing down there, but that doesn’t mean, I don’t want you next to me tonight.”

“Are you sure?” He had asked insecurely.

“100%, your arms around me make me feel safe, so yes please stay.”

Now she was trying to get out of his embrace. Softly she brushed his arm and kissed his cheek. “Robert.” She whispered. She was amazed he did not wake up with Isidor’s cries. She thought about his name and should talk with Robert about it. She wiggled herself out of his arms and saw him curl up in a ball. She bent down and kissed him softly on his head.

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Robert stretched his hand out, but only touched cold sheets. He opened his eyes and saw Cora’s side empty. He got up, used the bathroom and went to Isidor’s room. He knew he would find Cora there, and he was right. There she was, sitting in the big armchair with Isidor on her chest, both fast asleep.

He picked up a blanket and draped it over Cora and Isidore. He looked down at her and couldn’t believe his luck. He was back with his Cora and she had said she loved him. What more could he wish for.

A dawning feeling came over him, they needed to tell his parents about Isidor. Oh my, Violet would flip, and he wasn’t sure about his father’s reaction. He had a son out of wedlock and both his parents strongly believed in things being done in the correct order. He sat down and stared at Cora.

He was still staring at her when Cora opened her eyes. “Robert? Everything alright?” Slowly she sat up, to not wake Isidor and touched his leg.

Robert blinked a couple of times, before he answered. “We have to tell our parents about Isidor.”

“We have to tell your parents. My mother knows and will arrive here in London in two days.” Cora said.

“Oh” Robert looked at the floor.

“Robert, my mother knew I was pregnant and I called her last night during one of the feeding moments with Isidor to tell her about his arrival.”

“Of course, your mother knew. I am sorry, I didn’t realise that the whole pregnancy was different for you. How did your mother react?”

Cora got up and put Isidor down in his crib. She walked over to the chair Robert was sitting in and sat down on the armrest. “She was happy you showed up again and she said she can’t wait to meet you.” Cora put her hand on Robert’s arm. “Robert? Why did you name Isidor like this?” Cora said in one breath.

Robert looked up, his eyes big. “What do you mean? I named him after both of our fathers. I thought you would appreciate that?”

“Oh, do not get me wrong. I love that fact but aren’t we sending him into the world to become bullied in his life with this name?”

Robert swallowed. He had not thought of that, he had acted on a whim. And he wanted to honour Cora’s father mostly because she had lost him. “It is too late now.” Robert looked down again.

“You haven’t gone to the register office yet, so his name isn’t set.”

“What would you like to name him?” Robert looked over at the crib, where Isidor was peacefully sleeping.

“Why don’t we switch his names? Patrick Isidor. This way his name will be Patrick, but he is also still named after my father.”

Robert turned his body towards Cora. “That is a wonderful idea.” He wrapped his arms around her and pulled her onto his lap and kissed her.

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“Take a deep breath.” Robert said while placing his hand on Cora’s lower back. She was standing in the living room, with Patrick in her arms. Waiting for Violet and Patrick to arrive. “They won’t bite.” He joked.

Cora’s eyes pierced into his. “You are not funny.” The rest got cut off when the doorbell rang, Robert went to open the door.

Cora felt nerves flutter through her body. She was going to meet his parents for the first time, but this setting was all wrong. It should not be in her house and she should not look the way she did. Cora had changed into chino pants and a blouse, but she would have preferred to stay in her sweats. She gave birth two days ago and was not yet feeling normal again. She looked down at Patrick’s sleeping face. “You caused me a lot of pain, but I am happy to have you in my arms.”

The door opened and Robert entered again, Violet and Patrick followed. Cora saw the same sweet expression on Patrick’s face and she knew that Robert took after his father. They had she same eyes and mouth.

“Hello Cora, how wonderful to meet you.” Patrick stepped closer and kissed her cheek. Cora felt his warm hands on her shoulders and she lowered them in relief. “Is this our grandson?” He brushed his finger over Patrick’s cheek.

“Do you want to hold him, sir?” Cora asked, handing him his grandson. She saw his eyes twinkle when he took Patrick in his arms.

“Are you going to say hello?” Patrick turned around to Violet.

Violet stepped closer to him and looked at her grandson’s face. She turned back to Robert. “It’s a darling boy.”

Cora saw Patrick whisper something in Violet’s ear and she turned towards her. The way Violet looked at her gave her chills. “So, you are the one forcing my boy into marriage?”

“What? I, I.” Cora searched for Robert’s eyes for help, but she saw he was frozen. “We haven’t talked about that yet.” She said timidly.

“Darling, you promised me something,” Patrick said very softly to Violet, handing her the baby.

Cora saw Violet’s eyes soften, when Patrick was laid in her arms.

“I can use a cup of tea, what about you?” Patrick looked at Cora.

She was relieved he tried to calm down the situation. “I will make some immediately.” And she walked towards the kitchen.

“Why don’t you help her in the kitchen?” Patrick said.

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“Your mother doesn’t like me.” Cora said when they entered the kitchen.

“My mother is just upset, she had planned my future differently.” Robert was hurt by his mother’s reaction. He knew she was stuck in the traditional ways, but he hadn’t expected her to be this cruel towards Cora. He watched while Cora put water in the kettle and prepared the tea cups. He was relieved to see her use a kettle. He stepped closer and put his hands on her hips. “Even if my mother will not like you, I like you and that is all that matters.”

 

 

When life interrupts, chapter 14

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“Take a deep breath, I will now examine you.” The voice of her obstetrician had a calming effect on Cora, who felt her panic calming down.

Robert had called for a cab and brought her to the hospital. Where she was admitted. Her obstetrician was called in.

“You are 4 centimetres, dilated already.”

“No, no, no, no, no.” Cora’s panic came back in full force. “That is too early. I have a month left. This cannot be happening.” Cora felt tears streaming down her face.

“Try to stay calm, you have indeed about three weeks left, but there is no danger when the little one comes today. You need to focus on your breathing now.”

“This is all my fault.” Cora cried. “I overdid it and now I brought my little one in danger.”

“Breath in.” Robert’s voice sounded. He took her hand in hers and rubbed with his thumb over it. “You are doing fine and the baby is alright. Focus on your breathing.”

Cora felt another contraction and squeezed Robert’s hand. She had not realised it, but she must have been having labour pains since this morning. And there she was thinking it was just ligament pain. She was so stupid, and she was expected to take care of a baby soon. She could not even take care of it while she was carrying it.

“Cora. Focus.” Robert said.

Cora turned her face towards Robert and it felt like she only now registered that he was in the room with her. “What are you doing here?” She pulled her hand back. “I don’t want you here.”

Robert raised his eyebrows, but ignored her words and took her hand again. “Cora, I can help you through this.”

“I could do the whole pregnancy on my own, I can deliver on my own. I don’t want you in the room.”

“Cora?”

“Sir, you heard her. Please leave the room.” A nurse said, while taking Robert’s arm and guiding him towards the door.

Cora saw him leave, and she followed him with her eyes. She could not have him here, while she was in this vulnerable state. He should understand it. She grabbed the sheets when another contraction hit.

“Take deep breaths and slowly breath out. You are doing great.” The nurse waited for her contraction to slip aside. “Are you sure, you don’t want your husband in the room?”

“He is not my husband.” Cora said through her teeth.

“I am sorry. I assumed because he was with you when you came in. Can I call your husband for you?”

Cora looked up, tears in her eyes. “I am not married. He is….” She did not know how to say it. “Well, he is the father.”

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“Rosamund?” Robert asked, when she picked up the phone.

“Dear, brother, what can I help you with today?” Her kind voice sounded.

“You remember Cora?”

“Of course, I do remember her. I told you she came looking for you in the office.”

Robert sighed, why was Rosamund always like this. “Did you notice something when she was there?”

“How do you mean that? She was nervous, but I would be that to, if I was standing in front of our mother.” She joked.

“Can you stop joking.” Robert said annoyed. “This is serious.”

“I am sorry.” Rosamund said apologetic. “There was nothing that stood out to me, why?”

“Well, I have run into her in the street, and she is.” He stopped and took a breath. “I had to bring her to the hospital because she was in labour. No, I say that wrong, she is now in labour. Or uhm……” His heart was racing, and he couldn’t form his sentences.

“Robert. Calm down. So, you are now at the hospital with her? Did you call her boyfriend already?”

“That is the point, she says she does not have a boyfriend and that I am the father.”

On the other side of the line it stayed silent.

“Rosamund?”

“Yes, I am still here, I am sorry, but she is pregnant, and you are the father? But you have been away for a couple of months.”

Robert could see Rosamund’s face in front of him, all worried and surprised. “We had a couple of dates as you knew, before I left for Brussels and I got her pregnant. But then I acted like a fool and thought she had somebody else. Oh Rosamund, I made a mess. A real mess.”

“I cannot deny that. But I think the both of you did, you are not the only one to blame in this story. Are you there with Cora now?”

“No.” Robert sighed. “She kicked me out of the room.”

“Hmmmm, I think I understand why. It is quite intimate, but you should try and get back in. I think she can use some support. Just promise her you won’t look or something?”

“You really think so?” Robert asked. He wished he could be next to Cora, hold her hand and coach her through this. He was the reason why she was in this situation, and she should not be alone.

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“I cannot do this.” Cora cried out when she was at the top of another contraction. “I cannot do this on my own.” She was having heavy contractions for hours now.

The nurse who never left the room, took her hand. “Try to keep breathing, you are doing great. Is there really no one I can call for you?”

Tears streamed down Cora’s face, from pain, but also from the realisation, that she had send away the only one she cared for. “No.” The rest of her sentence got lost, when she needed to breath away another contraction.

The nurse looked at the obstetrician and said very softly. “This is going very fast for a first birth and her contractions are already so strong.”

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Between two contractions Cora asked the nurse. “Do you think, Robert would want to come back?”

At that same moment there was a knock on the door and Robert pocked his head around the corner. “Cora, I promise not to look. I will only hold your hand, nothing more. Can I please come in.”

Cora stretched her hand towards him. “I cannot do this.” she cried again.

Robert rushed to her side. “You can do this. Squeeze my hand, I am here, we are doing this together. You are not alone. You are not alone.” He kept repeating that last sentence in a whisper against her hand. She had battled these contractions on her own for hours now. She must be exhausted he thought.

Cora grabbed his hand a little bit firmer. “Thank you.”

Robert felt his hand getting mangled when she was having another contraction. He looked up at the nurse, who had a worried look on her face. Was there something wrong? He didn’t want to know and turned towards Cora again. Her face was bright red and he saw sweat dripping down her temple. He took a washcloth, dipped it in the bowl with water and dabbed it over her forehead and cheeks.

Cora looked up, she was happy he was back in the room. She needed support and he was the only one who could give it to her at this moment. She had felt so much relief when she saw his face again, this afternoon. Cora looked at her watch, it was already morning again. She wished they had more time to talk, before this baby would announce itself, but here she was: In the hospital giving birth to his child. If she had not sent him away, they could have talked, but now the contractions did not seem to stop. She felt that she started smiling. His child, she was giving birth to his child. She loved the idea, that he now knew that the baby was his and that he did not run away. He was here with her, to support her.

“Cora?” Robert suddenly saw a smile on Cora’s face. “Are you alright?”

Cora could not answer, the contraction was to strong. “I need to push.” She cried out.

The obstetrician did another exam and gave her the green light to push.

After what felt like an eternity, a little boy was laid down on her chest.

“Oh, my darling, you did splendid.” Robert exclaimed and kissed her on her temple. He surprised himself with his darling, but he did not pay attention to it. Cora just gave birth to his son. He had a son.

Cora put her hands around the little body on her chest. She pressed her lips against his little forehead. “Hello little one.” She murmured. That same moment she felt Robert kissing her temple. She looked up into his blue eyes. Was it love she was seeing? She hoped it was.

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Once the nurse cleaned the baby boy and wrapped him in a blanket, she wanted to give him to Cora, who pointed at Robert. “No, let his father meet him first.” She said with a soft voice.

“Are you sure?” Robert said, insecure.

“Most definitely. You are his father and are entitled to meet him.” She smiled up at him, she did not know where they would go from here, but at the moment it didn’t matter. She gave Robert a son, they had a son!

Robert took the bundle in his arms and brushed with his finger over the little boy’s cheek. He was looking up at him, with his dark eyes. Robert sat down on Cora’s bed, still looking at the boy. “Welcome to the world, Isidor Patrick.”

Cora moved her hand to Robert’s arm. “Are you sure?” She had not thought about names at all. She had blocked those thoughts, but now Robert just came up with one and it was the most perfect one he could have chosen.

“Named after both our fathers.”

Cora sat up and leaned towards Robert. “Thank you.” She kissed him on the lips. “Thank you.” She then leaned back into her pillows and closed her eyes. She was exhausted.

 

When life interrupts, chapter 13

“Thank you Janet.” Cora touched her arm briefly. They stepped out of the restaurant they had lunch. Cora had asked Janet to help her setup the baby crib. And she had offered to help with the last things she needed to buy.

“I am glad you asked me.” Janet said. “I wasn’t sure if you liked me.”

Cora smiled at Janet. “How we can have the wrong impression of another person. I always thought you were alright with having lunch with me during work hours, but nothing more.

“Well, we cleared that up. You have gained a friend. I have to run now, see you soon.”

“I will see you tomorrow?” Cora said unsure. “At work?”

“No, you won’t. Even if you show up. Charles will send you home. Girl, look at yourself, you are about to give birth to that little one. It is time for your leave.”

Cora felt tears stinging her eyes. It was a long time ago, somebody cared for her in this way. And now even her new boss was concerned about her.

“But I can’t miss out on the money.” Cora protested.

Janet chuckled. “Don’t you worry about that! Maternity leave is mandatory here in the UK. 11 weeks before your due date you are allowed to stop working. You will receive 90% of your average salary.”

Cora’s eyes grew. “I didn’t know I would receive payment.” She moved her hand to her back and stretched. “Not that it would had matter, I had no reason to stop working. It would only add to the stress of raising this little one on my own.”

“I still don’t understand why you didn’t try to reach Robert again.”

“I.” Cora stopped, trying to keep her voice under control. “I don’t know either. But the vibe his mother gave me, made me back off. And if Robert wanted to stay in contact he would have called me.”

“Cora, I don’t know you very long, but I hadn’t expected you to be this clueless. He doesn’t know that you are expecting, please just try and contact him again.”

“No!” Cora said resolutely. “He made it clear when he blocked my number. He doesn’t want to have contact with me. I will raise this little one on my own.” Protectively she wrapped her arms around her belly.

“Well, it is your choice. Know I am here to help.” Janet said with a soft smile, kissing Cora’s cheek. Briefly she touched her belly. “Little one, just stay there for a little while.

“Thank you for everything. You are making this last stretch a little bit easier.

“Can we meet for lunch tomorrow?”

“My schedule is very full tomorrow. You will have to come to the university for that.” Janet said apologetic.

Cora stretched her back again but stopped when she felt a sharp pain on the side of her belly. “I think I will pass, my body is giving me signs to take a rest.” She said rubbing the painful spot.

“Do you want me to take you home?” Janet had a worried look on her face.

Cora smiled. “I will manage, thank you.” She started walking. The pain had taken her off guard, but she had the urge to walk. Maybe she could walk it off. Although her hips and lower back would be painful tonight, the walking helped her relax. It would be a 30-minute walk back home, with regular rest stops it would probably be more like an hour, she thought, but she had time. She moved her hand to her belly again. “Please stay there for a couple of weeks, alright? I am not ready yet.”

She stopped walking when she felt that sharp pain again. She put her hands on her back and stretched. Her head leaned back and she closed her eyes. Her doctor had warned her about these pains, she had them before. It was just ligament pain. Maybe she should better get on the bus to go home instead of walking, she thought.

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Robert left the office, to get some air. Since he was back in London he was restless. Why wasn’t he trying to find Cora? What was keeping him? He didn’t know. This whole business made him insecure. What if that Elinor Dashwood was indeed Cora, why would she not use her real name? But why was she asking for him? She never tried to contact him anymore, and she was the one who got angry.

His phone made a sound and he dug it up from his pocket. It was a message from John. He kept walking while reading the message and all of the sudden he bumped into someone.

“I am so sorry.” He started. “I wasn’t……” His voice got stuck in his throat when he looked up. The woman stared back at him, with her ice-blue eyes. He saw shock in them and disbelief.

“C. C. Cora?” He stuttered. He was too stunned to speak. Was this really, Cora? Then he looked down at her belly. You could not say, she got caught watching the paint dry, he thought. “I think I have to congratulate you?” Quickly he glanced at her hands, which she moved protectively over her belly. She wasn’t wearing a ring, so she wasn’t married. Or, he thought, her fingers were too swollen to wear her ring. He noticed her hands weren’t that slender any more.

“Your back,” Cora said breathless. The moment her eyes locked with Robert’s, she felt something stir inside her, but at the same time, she felt anger. How long was he back here in London?

“I am indeed, and you are pregnant.” Robert didn’t know why he said that last part. It was obvious she was and he already made a comment about it. He saw Cora had both her hands on her belly, it looked like she was protecting it.

“That wasn’t a hard guess,” Cora said short.

“It is good seeing you again.” Robert stepped closer to kiss Cora’s cheek. “Was it a happy accident?”

The moment he said that he felt Cora’s hands on his upper arms, pushing him backwards. “What are you implying?” Cora’s eyes shot fire. “Are you saying I slept with another man, while we were dating?”

Robert’s head started spinning. What was she saying? Quickly he did the math in his head, they started dating, about 10 months ago. He lost all colour in his face.

“Do you, really think this low of me? That I would sleep around with multiple guys at the same time. Don’t you remember, that you were my first?” Cora’s voice was deep and low from anger

“Well, you are pregnant, and I have been away.” Robert tried.

“Robert!” Cora exclaimed. “And how do you think that happened.”

Now Robert also started to get angry. “Are you implying that it is mine?”

“I am not implying anything! I am telling you.” Cora was steaming from anger.

“So, why did you never contact me?” Robert couldn’t believe what Cora was saying. If this baby was his, she had a lot explaining to do.

“That’s rich, coming from the one who blocked my number.” Cora bitched back. Deep under in her belly, she felt pain, that she tried to ignore. She should sit down, she thought, but she wasn’t going to show Robert any weakness.

Robert saw a shadow on Cora’s face, and her hand moved to the bottom of her belly. “I didn’t block your number.” Once he said that it dawned on him. “I dropped my phone in a river, the first day I arrived in Brussels.”

Cora was silent for a moment. Was he lying? She tried to see in his eyes if he was telling the truth. But another sharp pain made her eyes water. “Oooh” she let out a high-pitched sound.

“Cora?” Robert stepped closer again and wanted to take her arm, but Cora shook him off. What had he done? Why didn’t he ask Rosamund to go look for her? He could have easily found her. He knew where she was working, it was a small school, but he knew. He saw Cora hunch over, taking deep breaths. “Cora, what’s wrong?”

Cora couldn’t think. She was overtaken by pain and fear at the same time. What was happening, this was worse than the ligament pain she had before. This was lower and much stronger.

“Are you Elinor Dashwood?” Robert gasped when it dawned on him. “Why did you use a fake name? Cora, please sit down.” He took her arm and guided her towards a bench nearby.

“I don’t know why I did that,” Cora said when the pain slipped aside. “When I couldn’t reach you, I thought you blocked my number. Why did you never try to contact me?” She looked up to him. Robert was still standing next to her, with a worried look on his face.

“Before I left for Brussels, I saw you with a different man and I thought……” He stopped. “Well, I thought you had moved on and now seeing you pregnant confirmed my feelings.” He saw Cora’s eyes piercing into his. “I believe I was totally in the wrong.”

Cora felt another sharp pain and grabbed her belly with both hands. “Something is wrong.” She said very softly. “I have another month left.”

 

When life interrupts, chapter 12

“You should start thinking about taking your maternity leave.” The doctor said.

Cora pulled down her shirt and managed to get off the table. Her belly had grown enormously over the last 4 months. Although it felt like she was enormous, of course, her belly had a normal size for 8 months of pregnancy.

“But everything is alright with the little one, right?” Cora asked nervously. She had felt good during the last months, but she maybe overdid it the last month. Her doctor had told her a month ago that she should stop working. Cora had decided to wait. She wanted to save her time off, for after the birth. It would be hard enough to care for a baby on her own. This pregnancy she could handle, although she had hard days, but overall, she managed pretty well.

“Your baby is doing well, I am more worried about the mother.”

The doctor looked at her and Cora felt her cheeks flush.

“You should go put your feet up for a couple of days, try to give your body some rest, before you know it, this little one.” She pointed at Cora’s belly. “Will announce itself and you will need all your strength for that.”

Cora slowly moved her hand over her belly, she was greeted with a kick, and she smiled. “I am afraid there is not much time for me to sit down. The baby room is almost finished but, I need to put the crip together, and there are so many other things I still need to do.”

“Don’t you have somebody to help you with that?” The doctor asked.

“I am afraid not. I don’t have friends in this city.”

“You surely have somebody?”

Cora felt extremely alone by this comment. She had colleagues, but none of them she saw outside of her work. Maybe she could ask Janet, they had spent a lot of lunch time together. “I will try.” Cora said quietly.

“Good, now as long as you feel good, we will not see each other again for a check-up.” The doctor shook her hand and walked out.

Cora walked out of the hospital, next time she would be here for the birth she thought. Her hand moved over her belly again, she had never expected to be pregnant while she was single. She had it all planned out in her head. She would date for a while, than they would get married. Enjoy some time together and then start a family. It had all gone differently, she had seen Robert for, not more than, two months. She had broken her own rule, not sharing your bed before a real relationship was formed and now she had to live with the consequences. Why did Robert never react? She had gone to his office. The moment she had that thought she scolded herself, of course he had never reacted, how could he, he thought Elinor Dashwood had asked for him.

She let out a deep sigh, she made a real mess of her life. Luckily, she had her dream job at Regent’s university and the National Gallery. She never had thought she would be able to work there. It was something she should thank Robert for, he was the one who encouraged her to act.

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“Do you have everything?” Anna asked, while giving Robert his suitcase.

“I think I do, and if not, John or you can send it back to London for me. Thank you for staying behind with him and taking care of the office.”

Anna smiled. “There is no need to thank me, I love working here and I love working with John.”

“I also think you love John?” Robert teased.

Anna swatted at his arm. “You know I do, now hurry up, you will miss your train.”

Robert walked out of the office and got in the cab, finally after 6 long months he was going back to London. His mother had tried to keep him in Brussels even longer, but he needed to go back. And now Anna had agreed to stay and work in the office, he knew everything would be run in order. He could not stay any longer here in Brussels. He needed to see Cora, to see if she truly had moved on or that she was also still longing for him.

He got on the train and looked at the scenery. He was going back to his homeland, he thought. He had fun here in Belgium, but he had missed so much from England and London. He was really looking forward to a real English breakfast again. It would be the first thing he would do tomorrow morning, go out for a good breakfast.

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“Welcome home my dear boy.” Violet greeted Robert, when he entered his home.

Robert hadn’t expect his mother to be there, but he could have known, she needed to keep everything in track. “Hello Mama.” He kissed her cheek. “Where is Papa?”

“He is in the office, you should go pay him a visit and update him on Brussels.”

“I will do, tomorrow.” Robert put his suitcase down and poured in some tea his mother had prepared. He chuckled, he knew his mother hadn’t prepared anything. She most likely had brought her housekeeper with her to make the tea. He would be amazed if Violet even knew how the kettle worked.

“I want you to go this afternoon, Robert.” Violet said pinny.

“I know you want that, but I am tired from the trip and want to unpack. Work can wait until tomorrow.” He knew he should not look at his mother right now, she would be steaming. He rarely spoke against her, but he was tired from the trip and needed a good pint in one of his favourite bars.

“As you wish.” Violet turned around and walked out.

Robert picked up his phone and texted Marmaduke. He and Rosamund had started dating seriously, there was already talk about marriage. Robert was glad he had introduced Rosamund to him, she deserved all the luck and love that was coming to her.

 

When life interrupts, chapter 11

“Robert! You aren’t listening to me.” Rosamund sighed.

Robert looked at his phone, he had put it on speakerphone. What was Rosamund trying to do.

“Cora was at our office two weeks. I am positive about that.” Rosamund tried again.

“Mama told me, there was a woman called Elinor Dashwood asking for me. And now you are telling me, that it was Cora? Don’t be ridiculous.” Robert sounded annoyed.

“Does the name Elinor ring a bell?” Rosamund asked with a hint of joy in her voice.

“As a matter of fact it does. So she can’t be Cora.”

Now Rosamund started laughing.

“What is so funny here?” Robert asked.

“Ever heard of Jane Austen?”

“Yes, I am not a total airhead. Can we please stop this conversation? I have a lot to do. Cora wasn’t there and if she was, she is playing a game, I don’t want to play.”

“Oh, Robert.” Rosamund sighed. She knew it wouldn’t help to press him further. He had made up his mind. Cora was out of the picture in his book.

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“John?” Robert stepped inside John’s office. He needed a distraction after the phone call with Rosamund. Why had Cora visited the London office? What did she want from him? She had moved on, or was he mistaken, and had Rosamund been right all this time?

“Stop walking into my office, asking my attention and then not sat a thing.” John complained.

“Oh, I am sorry.” Robert realised it was indeed something he did a lot. “Do you have plans for tonight?”

“I do, but do you need me for something?” John was still looking at Robert.

“I was looking for a buddy to go out, but I will go on my own.” Robert pouted.

John looked at his friend. “I will ask Anna if she minds when you are joining.”

Robert’s eyes lit up. “Will you?” At the same time, he felt guilty bugging in on their date.

“I will call her.”

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“Thank you for letting me join.” Robert kissed Anna on her cheek.

“The more the merrier.” Anna replied. “I also brought a friend, Caitlin.” She pulled the woman next to her closer. “Robert, Caitlin. Caitlin, Robert.” Anna introduced them.

Caitlin was the opposite of Cora, Robert thought. A voluptuous woman, with wide hips and prominent breasts. Her hair was blond and straight, and her eyes were dark brown.

“Hello, Caitlin, nice to meet you.” Robert didn’t care that she didn’t look like Cora at all. It would make it easier to forget about her. He proceeded to kiss both her cheeks and he felt her hand resting on his hip.

He wasn’t the type for physical attention right away, but he wasn’t in London and could start all over and try something new.

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A couple of hours and drinks later, Robert opened the door to his apartment for Caitlin. As soon as she was inside, he pressed her against the wall and started kissing her. They had shared several kisses already, but now they had privacy. He let all his breaks lose, his hands were resting on her bottom, while his tongue discovered her mouth. With one hand he moved to her front and slipped into her panties. He felt how wet she was and it encouraged him to move further down.

Caitlin’s hands moved over Robert’s body, while she directed him towards the sofa. Robert let her guide him. He was too intoxicated to protest at all, and he was liking the fact she took the lead.

He felt her fingers opening the buttons of his shirt and got chills when her fingers reached his skin. The sensation of her long fake nails, was strange, but enjoyable. Something new, he kept repeating in his head.

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Robert lay with his head on Caitlin’s stomach. His hand playing with one of her breasts. Cora was more toned he thought. Her breasts were smaller, and her overall figure was slender. He must admit he loved that. Although Caitlin was a beautiful woman, she wasn’t like Cora. He felt Caitlin’s hand in his hair.

“Stop worrying and kiss me. Whatever is the matter, it is not hete now.”

Robert shook off the thoughts about Cora and moved his lips over Caitlin’s body up to her mouth. He made sure he kissed every part of her on the way.

“That’s more like it.” He heard Caitlin moan.

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Robert woke up with a pounding head, he needed a minute to figure out where he was. He was lying in his bed, but it felt different. Then he heard breathing next to him. Slowly, because moving hurt his head, he looked to his left. There was a redhead next to him. It confused him even more, what had he done? He didn’t remember much from last night.

He had gone out with John and Anna. And then it dawned on him. Anna had introduced him to Caitlin. The woman sleeping next to him. He must have been pretty drunk to bring her to his home on the first evening.

He felt Caitlin’s hand move over his chest. “Good morning.” She said. “That was a wonderful night.”

“It was something different.” Robert said quietly.

Caitlin sat straight up. “What do you mean by that? I thought you liked it.”

Robert pulled himself up. “Oh, I did. You can make miracles with your mouth, but…..”

“You consider me as a one night stand and regret not sending me home last night.” Caitlin got out of bed and started to dress herself.

Robert opened his mouth, but got cut off by Caitlin.

“Anna spook with so much adoration about you. But you showed me differently. Let’s not waist any more of each others time. Goodbye.”

Caitlin stormed out of the room and Robert heard the front door close with a bang.

“That stupid Cora, he thought. She even managed to ruin his life here in Brussels. Why was he still obsessed with her? She had moved on. Or did she? Rosamund was convinced she had asked for him in the London office. Oh, why was it all so complicated? What was he going to do? Cora kept popping up in his head. He had loved their time together and he was convinced that they had a future together.

He made a decision, there were only 5 months left for him here in Brussels. He would go looking for her as soon as he was back. For now he was going to focus on making the business a big success.