Today marks the day, I started writing my fanfictions, one year ago. I am for ever grateful, that my best friend Maja got me into this. I am loving it. I am also very grateful for everybody who leaves me comments, but even if you don’t and just read, that is enough for me. Thank you all for following me on my journey in this fanfiction world.
Cora checked her bag, this was her last day teaching at the high school. She was already working at the National Gallery and after this summer break, she would start at Regent’s University as one of the art history tutors. She would be a junior, but with the experience she was building at the gallery, she could work herself up.
Yesterday she baked some brownies for her class. Hopefully, they would like them, but they were teenagers. Food was always welcomed. Even though she was excited to start her new job, she would miss these guys. There was something special about seeing them grow up from children to young adults.
She would have loved to tell Robert about her new job, but it was over a month ago she heard from him. She had hoped to see him randomly on the street, but until now she had no luck. Fortunately, she had Richard to talk to, but she was missing out on somebody who was special to her.
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“Congratulations on your big step,” Richard said kissing Cora’s cheek. He was picking her up after she had said goodbye at the school.
“What?” Cora asked when she saw how Richard was looking at her.
“Nothing, sorry, it is just. You look different.”
“Different?” Cora raised her eyebrows. “How do you mean that?”
Richard was silent and looked at her, then he said. “Your skin is glowing, and your cheeks are a little bit fuller.”
Cora touched her cheek, she wasn’t eating anything different. Was she gaining weight? “I think I am just excited to start in my new job.”
“That must be it.” Richard concluded.
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“Robert?” Rosamund looked at Robert over the breakfast table. She arrived yesterday evening. Robert thought she was sent to check on him, but Rosamund said, she saw the opportunity to see and explore Brussels. “You miss Cora, don’t you?”
Robert was surprised, he didn’t tell Rosamund, about what happened. “I should forget about her. She is in the past and live goes on.” He said brisk.
Now Rosamund was the one surprised. “I think, I am missing a big part. You and Cora were dating, but?”
“You are correct, we were dating. But I haven’t seen or talked to her for over a month.” Robert interrupted, he didn’t want to tell Rosamund more, he was still heartbroken over this.
“Why did you break up with Cora?”
“And why do you think I was the one who ended it?”
Rosamund smirked. “Come on Robert, you are my brother and I know you better than you think.”
“If you must know! We had a fight and a couple of days later, I saw her with a different man.”
“Perhaps she has a male friend, just as a friend. From what you have told me, she doesn’t seem, to me, a person who hops from one boyfriend to the other.”
Robert sighed, why was Rosamund putting her nose into this? It was none of her business. “It doesn’t matter, I lost my phone and with that her number. I can’t contact her; it is better this way.” Robert took a bite from his black pudding, hoping Rosamund would stop. But when he saw the look on her face, he knew it was not over, so while he was still chewing on his pudding he said. “And what about you and Marmaduke?” He saw a change in Rosamund’s face and knew he had hit the right spot. She would forget about Cora now.
“He is coming tomorrow; we will travel further down to Paris together.”
“Oh, so this is something serious?” Robert asked.
“I think this is the real deal,” Rosamund said softly.
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Six weeks later
Cora looked at herself in the mirror, was her body changing? She thought. She turned on her side and looked again. She touched her breasts, they felt different and seemed to have grown a little bit. She looked once more but decided it must be the light. She was eating the same things as usual. She just needed to exercise a little bit more.
She fixed her hair and gave herself one last look, this was her first day at Regent´s university. She picked up her bag and left her house.
“I was worried, I missed you.” Richard’s voice sounded.
He startled Cora. “Richard.” She exclaimed. “What are you doing here?”
“I wanted to escort you on your first day.” He smiled and kissed her cheek. Cora felt his hand on her lower back. It felt weird, she got a flashback to Robert’s hand resting there. Why was there such a big difference in this gesture. With Robert it felt warm and nice, but now with Richard it felt forced. She scolded herself, why was she still thinking about Robert. He was in the past, they had two wonderful months together, but that was it. She should look at it as a summer love, nothing more. Even though it was spring when she met him.
“Cora? Are you all right?” Richard was looking at her. His hand still on her lower back.
“I am sorry, yes I am alright. Well let’s go, I cannot be late on my first day.” Quickly she walked towards the underground. She was not sure she liked Richard there with here. It felt as if there was a change in their friendship and he wanted more out of it. Just before they were at her stop, she said: “Richard? Do you mind, if I want to walk inside alone?” She felt some sweat dripping down her back, she was nerves for this first day, and Richard was adding to this feeling.
“Oh.” His face lowered. “You don’t want me to be here.” His hands clutching in his lap. “I am too much!”
Cora put her hand on his arm. “No, you are not too much. I just need to do this on my own. I hope you understand.” She got up and got of the tube. She glanced back and saw Richard looking at her with a weird look in his eyes. Was it anger? She could not tell.